[28 Nov 2006|07:44pm] so it's time i finally gain some strength and pick away at the shackles you've placed on me i'm freeing myself tonight it's hard for me to stick around when all thoughts of the present just make me sick just like it was so easy for you to turn away because i was so easy to replace i may be crazy but i'm laughing now beccause i know you'll see you're the one that's losing out living in the past has gotten me nowhere but behind so it's time that i press forward without you and i'm trying so hard to hold my tounge and supress these 3 words trying to escape me but it's hard i can't seem to find a reason not to scream at the top of my lungs other than courtesy and maybe a little fear and it's hard to say i wish you well this is farewell i'll see you around my friend THANKS FOR HELL i'll never forget those times we shared but those days died long ago THANKS FOR HELL it's true that in my heart i'll hope it returns THANKS FOR HELL but for now this is all dead to me i'm gaining some some freedom right now. goodbye for good... oh yeah and i'm gonna marry her haha 2 decapitations| sharpen the blade

[23 Nov 2006|10:30pm] [ music | go it alone-hollywood north demo ] i can't even begin to explain how crazy my life has become in the past day or two. it's really weird the situations that life randomly throws at me sometimes. people i never though i'd hear from again pop up in my life, yeah people like say jen, alex and a few others...weird. feelings i thought were gone resurface. people say things that totally take me by suprise. seriously sahdfsdaf;jsa that's all i can say. i don't know what's weirder the fact that these things are happening or that i'm sittin here playing along. fuck dude in other news i'm goin car shopping tomorrow hopefully, my laptop has a virus and i'm bummin hard, and i think i might have a crush... 4 decapitations| sharpen the blade

[27 Jul 2005|05:19am] friends only so add me jerk and i'm sure i'll add you back unless you're gay cuz god hates fags 4 decapitations| sharpen the blade

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